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Do or Do Not

When I said I’d be back when my kids were settled in school, you didn’t think I meant March?  Huh.  Guess I should’ve been more specific.  It’s nearly spring and we’re as settled as we’re ever going to be.  I’ve been engulfed by non-blogging concerns, in my chrysalis, quiet, molting, gestating. This required silence.  Silence and lots of sweating at SoulCycle.  (Who knew?  Turns out 45 minutes of spinning in place can get you very far).  That and saying no to almost everything.

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My theory on the explosion of female-centric, often mom-centric blogging is there are many women out there who feel isolated or marginalized or maybe just inconsequential.  Blogging offers a way of trying out one’s voice, staking a claim on a little piece of the world, saying “I am here”.  It can be good writing, it can be bad, mostly it is unedited.  Everyone’s writing can benefit from someone else’s red pen, but personal blogging is not that.  It isn’t literature and it can be the worst form of self-publishing.  There are the pitfalls of over-sharing and feeling vulnerable afterwards. But for many of us, it’s a way of existing outside our noisy minds, putting our flag in the ground, saying: this here, this is mine.

I keep getting notices that my domain registration is going to expire Thursday. As has been my way, I’ve been agonizing about what to do.  This is a wonderful form of mental masturbation.  Wracking my brain trying to figure it out, to come up with the “right” answer can be a mind-consuming exercise of deciding nothing.

Yoda’s words came to mind: “Do or do not”.

All while I’m wrestling with whether to do or do not, the gall of a nobody like me writing a blog, an email dings in my inbox Sunday afternoon.  There is an opportunity for me to teach a writing class for a small group of at-risk teens.  Writing. Social Work. Teenagers. The belief that writing can save your life.

I’m following the signs.

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  1. Love that Yoda quote. Always have. And that thumbprint heart. I’m a big fan of following where the river is taking you … and those teens will be lucky to have you. xox

    March 5, 2013
    • Thanks, Lindsey! Closing my eyes and just jumping in!

      March 5, 2013
  2. Jinx Kramer kravitz #

    Instead of Do or Do Not, how bout Both And? Teach the crap out of that class and use us to plant your flag every once in a while with no apologies because I, for one, think your voice is delicious and needed. Also, way you on are, young Jedi.

    March 5, 2013
  3. Christina Mann #

    gotta love that Yoda voice….although at times it sounds like Miss Piggy, oh wait…..I think the class for teens is an amazing way to use your beautiful voice…..XXXC

    March 5, 2013
    • Miss Piggy knows a thing or two about getting what she wants! And thanks xo

      March 5, 2013
  4. In III, i, Hamlet wonders whether “To Be or Not to Be.” Some take this to be a contemplation of suicide. I disagree. Hamlet is really asking whether “to ACT” (take arms against a sea of troubles) or “Not to ACT” (thereby passively suffering the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune). While that is, indeed, the question, it remains unanswered throughout the soliloquy … throughout the rest of Act III …. almost throughout the entire play. However, in the final scene of the play, as he ponders his “readiness,” he arrives at the answer: “Let be” … or, as you put it, “follow the signs.” And this from the ultimate mental masturbator (Hamlet, not me!).

    March 5, 2013
    • Thank you, Jeff, for bringing some Shakespeare to my lil ole blog. I love this. Now I’m going to go dig up that “Hamlet” I have somewhere around here. . . .

      March 5, 2013
  5. Carolyn #

    Sounds like you have found a path with your name on it! Very happy for you. Do, do, do! :)

    March 5, 2013
  6. Nicole Adams #

    Do do! Not to be confused with doodoo, even though they often seem the same. Happy you are back!

    March 6, 2013

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